FIND INSPIRATION IN EVERYTHING

I may miss these but I don’t want these to happened again if its gonna be with you

I miss how you..

… would sing in the phone until I fall asleep even though you know you are not a good singer

… would sacrifice your health just to fulfill your promise

… convince me to come and watch all your games

… would get angry with someone just because I shed a tear

… would always react when I did not consider you more than a friend

… would do all your effort just to know my friends and family

… say all those words just to comfort me

… say so many final notes for me to remember everytime you and your family has to go outside the country

… call me before the plane would board

… would do anything just to communicate with me even you’re outside the country considering the time difference is really big

… always said that my voice is completes your day

… would fight with me because I decided not to talk with you for a while to calm down my mom

I KNOW I WAS THE ONE WHO TOLD YOU BEFORE TO FORGET EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED BETWEEN US, BUT I GUESS, I JUST CAN’T LET GO OF IT THAT EASY. THESE WOULD JUST BE PART OF THE MEMORIES I HAVEN’T FORGOTTEN. MEMORIES THAT I WANT TO FORGET. MEMORIES THAT SHOULD HAVE BEEN LEFT IN THE PAST. MEMORIES THAT I SUDDENLY REMEMBERED WHEN I SAW YOU AGAIN TODAY.

I’m sorry for loving you. Sorry for choosing not to consider what you felt. Sorry for letting us get through all of these until now just because I feel that this was what is right for the both of us.